confusion
now i know the reason behind my attitude
just by looking completely at her picture
that makes me wonder why i have this act
and makes me think of what if im with her
yes, i saw her at that yearbook a while ago
it strucks me especially the comments on her
and i really hate those people who curse her
coz they dont know her true, kind, attitude
i can say she teaches me about everything
that would let me stay, until now, like this
she did not do anything harm to the physical me
but to the emotional me, im thinkin about it
what if? what if she really likes me
do you think im like this now?
i think no, i think im worse than me
and hardly think of you now
yes, she teaches me how to be confused
with my own lives that must not be fused
she teaches me how nice life is
but she is living in a bad dream
how can i ever save her if i cannot save myself?
how can i ever save her if she cannot sae herself?
how can one understand this poem if i cant understand this myself?
how can one know who wote this if i dont know who am i?