dissapointed
it’s like i was tested by love and friendship again
because until now i don’t know how to make things okay
i even don’t know how to handle such things accordingly
because even now i am not assured of my true feelings
every time i am with you, it’s like I’m at heaven with you
but if I’m with you longer, it’s like you’re sending me down
is it because you don’t like my attitude that changes fast
or my attitude that you really don’t like at first?
when would you tell me directly in a serious manner
that you don’t like the way i’m treating you?
it’s like I’m a fool assuming that everything is good
but deep inside you hate me the most of my all.
i know it’s too early to say such changing words here
but at least i have said it before it’s too late
too late that i could only know these hurting things
after you treat me in your way that puts first hate.
hello..
Comment by jaque18 — January 19, 2008 @ 9:00 pm