MOTIVATION

it was just a secret of liking her before
for it would be unacceptable if many would know
i was simply a secret lover at first
and not telling how i like her
it was nothing for her while with me
it’s like an ordinary day for her to forget
but for me, it’s another memory
that whith her, i should not diminish..

but now that she knew me a lot
and our friendship has expand
i decided not to tell her
what i feel before
but the OWL has entered our life
and my plans has been out
because he told her the secret
that was supposed to be mine

now i dont know what to do
for he stole this close friend of mine
he is not a traitor
but he did a mistake to us

i want to exit this part
in my life between friendship and love
for another girl in my life
told me "she does not deserve mine"..

I can’t think of a very good piece this time
Since you are now somewhat out of my life
I can’t even see myself in a state of smile
Since I can’t see you now giving me a "hi"

What a poem! I can’t consider it
This hazy one I have shaped
It’s like nonsense to think
But it’s you that I want to beat

Yes, I’m very unwell this time
And I confess, you are the "why"
I consider the guy who took you out
From my very childlike mind

I do not charge you or him
Coz I am the one who made this
Do not blame anyone around here
As they do not know what is this

If you are too numb to discount this
Then I can say you’re not smart
For even this simple piece of mine
You can’t get the notion I want