MOTIVATION

It’s not the song that I usually sing
But a poem that for her I only did
Coz even her smile I can’t always see
And everyday without her, I can’t imagine

What’s with her anyway?
Her eyes, nose, teeth, any?
I don’t know, but i’m not looking at it
Rather looking at her completely

But now I can’t even [always] see her
And that’s the reason I really misses her
For we can’t even talk and laugh together
Like what we are doing before I told her…

Miss You!

hope you can remember the day we greet
and laugh at that wrong thing we see
hope you can read the eighth octet
and be able to understand them well
before the time that we have to separate

the way you talk, the way you laugh
the way you smile inside my heart
to be cared by someone i have loved
even in its simplest, is my luck

it’s like someone who looked at me
even below the level of the sea
it’s like you who treasured me
and totally viewed me differently

it’s quite uneasy for me to stay
in such a very busy place
coz even a second we do not see
or even talk about anything

but i can assure you, i am clean
whatever dirts may come in me
so dont hesitate to go near
and have a simple tea talk with me…

it was just a secret of liking her before
for it would be unacceptable if many would know
i was simply a secret lover at first
and not telling how i like her
it was nothing for her while with me
it’s like an ordinary day for her to forget
but for me, it’s another memory
that whith her, i should not diminish..

but now that she knew me a lot
and our friendship has expand
i decided not to tell her
what i feel before
but the OWL has entered our life
and my plans has been out
because he told her the secret
that was supposed to be mine

now i dont know what to do
for he stole this close friend of mine
he is not a traitor
but he did a mistake to us

i want to exit this part
in my life between friendship and love
for another girl in my life
told me "she does not deserve mine"..

I can’t think of a very good piece this time
Since you are now somewhat out of my life
I can’t even see myself in a state of smile
Since I can’t see you now giving me a "hi"

What a poem! I can’t consider it
This hazy one I have shaped
It’s like nonsense to think
But it’s you that I want to beat

Yes, I’m very unwell this time
And I confess, you are the "why"
I consider the guy who took you out
From my very childlike mind

I do not charge you or him
Coz I am the one who made this
Do not blame anyone around here
As they do not know what is this

If you are too numb to discount this
Then I can say you’re not smart
For even this simple piece of mine
You can’t get the notion I want

i dont know what to do
i dont know where to start
coz i only think of you
coz ur now inside my heart

if you think its just a joke
because of my true attitude
i think you have to look more
at the other side yet very true

i want you to ask
can you also feel me?
coz i can even see you
even without seeming

is the term "love" right
in this unstable feeling of mine?
or should it just be "like"
to make it simplify?

i may be the absorbing man
but for you im the guy
who could let others set aside
for the sake of your packs..

i hope you are feeling it still
coz i do like that way you see
even though i look like a slave
at least you know i am always here..